Essay by Cassie Hay
Published in New Letters, Vol 78, No 1. Excerpt below:
I take the line next to Manhattan’s jammer. Sweat drips down my neck, pooling along the collarbone. The whistle blows. I’m straining against gravity to lift my skates, push, push, push just one more time, pull it out for the Queens team. I swerve around turn one and see the pack of girls ahead of me, jostling for position. They look big, these girls, bigger up close.
Then I see my opening. Manhattan skater Megahurtz slaloms slowly back and forth to block my path, but as she moves to the outside, I hop around her to the inside of the track. I’m skating fast, faster than I’ve ever skated before. The crowd rises to its feet; they’re stomping and clapping and screaming. Another Manhattan skater, Go Go Bai Bai, doesn’t see me coming and I slip silently around her right side. I’m getting through the pack. I think I'm going to make it. Only a few seconds left on the clock, but I’m giving it everything my scrawny little chicken legs have got.
A small wave of air grazes the left side of my neck.
Slow-motion instant-replay style, I look in the direction of the breeze to realize a second too late that Surly Temple’s got my number. She angles toward me at high-speed, a self-satisfied smile on her face.
WHAM.
She slams into me, her chest pummeling my left shoulder, and I feel my body lift off the ground. For a moment, only a moment, I’m flying.
Airborne, I register two thoughts:
1. I calculated that angle all wrong.
2. This is really going to hurt.
I’m falling and, smack, and I hit the ground, flesh slapping against the plastic track floor. I skid into the crowd, my skin grating with the slide, and my body hits the wooden bleachers before I crumple into a heap of fishnets and leather.
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